英语翻译I am so ashamed Lying here again I am not really here Ju

英语翻译
I am so ashamed
Lying here again
I am not really here
Just body and skin
Starting to undress
Not even a kiss
Never thought that I
Would be a girl like this
I am not happy
I am scared to be alone
Stranger by my side
I only wake up cold
Wrong place
Wrong one
Wrong face
Wrong time
One day I'll be
Good to me
I am not ashamed
Don't put it in my head
I know I am too good
To be lying in this bed
Swallow bitterness
Choke on emptiness
I swear that it's the last time I'll be a girl like this
No more darkness
I'd rather be alone
Stranger by my side
I only wake up cold
Wrong place
Wrong one
Wrong face
Wrong time
You'll see I'll be
Good to me
I am better than you know
I am better than I know
No more darkness
I'd rather be alone
Stranger by my side
I only wake up cold
Wrong place
Wrong one
Wrong face
Wrong time
This place
Can't look
Your face
It's time
You'll see
I'll be
Good to me